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Mar 4, 2005
Pillow-Hating Polish Cheesecake, Anyone?
A dear friend of mine called me up in the middle of a (boring) lecture, and ::sigh:: hearing his voice again made me smile for the first time in days. I miss my Danny Boy and my Simon! As much as Cheesecake drives me crazy sometimes (ie: he won't give me extra pillows and gave me a long lecture about heading off to Scotland), he's still such a mishiu (or however it's spelled in Polish). I can't wait until they both come to the United States to visit us; it's gonna be a blast. I sure as heck would drop everything for the entire time they're here so I can hang out with them and show them around to the best places. When I feel better (health-wise), I'm making a pit-stop to Poland to drive them crazy in their home country!
LOL.
Oh, and I just have to mention this. I called Chrissy immediately after I hung up with Cheesecake, and since she wasn't picking up, I just left a message telling her about Daniel and him planning on coming here, and that Simon's aiming for a camp counselor job in here, too. I just checked my messages and wouldn't you know...a message from Chrissy. As it turns out, my dear best friend left her cell phone at her boyfriend's...and she has not had any sleep because her family's moving to another house. LOL. She sounded like Ben Stein as she said something like, "It may not sound like it, but I'm really happy that Daniel and Simon might come here. I'm so excited." LOL. So there goes my second smile of the day.
Anyhoo...Me gotz to go. I have an appointment with Dr. Singh and it's in ten minutes.
Aloha...
Posted at 03:20 pm by cinemaparadiso
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Feb 16, 2005
I'm in the library, waiting for my 1:30 class to start, and I'm crying like an idiot. I just checked my PO box and there's a package. It's an autographed recording of "The Phantom of the Opera" London cast, including the irreplaeeables Sarah Brightman and Michael Crawford. It was ordered on January 2nd to be sent on Valentine's Day.
He always gets to me.
Posted at 12:10 pm by cinemaparadiso
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Feb 15, 2005
Valentine's Day with my "Non-Date"
He doesn't even know it, but he gave me the one thing I really wanted for Valentine's Day.We had lobster bisque at Travers, then watched "The Phantom of the Opera" in Manch, because both Showcases in MA were no longer showing it.
Funny how the simplest things in life make me the happiest.
I could not have asked for a better Valentine's Day.
Thank you, Brandon Hamm.
Posted at 04:03 am by cinemaparadiso
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Feb 7, 2005
Floor 3 Josh Groban Seats at the Verizon! And the Pats won!
Yay! I FINALLY get to see one of my favourite musicians live at the Verizon Area this Thursday in Manchester, NH!!! Judging from the fact that Zak said I should wear a nice, semi-formal dress, the seats that he got us must be AWESOME; really close to the stage. Oh, my goodness! I'm so excited. The concert starts at 8:00 PM on Thursday, and trust me, I'm so damn excited I can't sleep!
Oh, and the Pats won!!! Three championships in four years, baby!
My voice is still hoarse from screaming; I got back from Boston at, like, three in the morning!
Posted at 10:41 am by cinemaparadiso
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Feb 2, 2005
Of Nipple Piercings, Tiramisu and Josh Groban
Just in time for Superbowl XXXIX, we're headed to Chameleon Piercing in Boston for some inkage (for my friend) and possibly nipple piercings (for me). The pain factor is something I'm concerned with, but with that same respect, if I plan to do a lot of surfing and other water sports in Florida for Spring Break, the piercings must be done now rather than later, so as to give the piercings time to properly heal. While in Boston, a pit stop MUST definitely be made; Mike's Bakery has the best Tiramisu this side of the NE area.
I absolutely and positively CANNOT wait for the Josh Groban concert!!!
Posted at 12:00 pm by cinemaparadiso
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Feb 1, 2005
Bruises fade with time, but it's the unseen pain that persistently remains. My jaw, lip and eye have gone back to their normal size, and thankfully the advent of liquid foundation has made any unsightly discolorations easy to conceal. Yes, it was my fault that what happened, happened. I take full responsibility for it. But you know what? I hit him back, and I stood my ground. I fought for my friends...and I refused to just blatantly walk out on them without saying goodbye. And that, is worth it.
I'm taking these photographs so if I feel the temptation to go back to him, I'll have a visual reminder as to why I never should.
What a difference from three days ago, when the bruise spanned half my arm! Thank you, ice!
Knuckle marks are nowhere to be seen.
My other bruises are healing just fine, but being that they're located in places where only a bikini can reveal, I didn't photograph them.
Posted at 02:20 pm by cinemaparadiso
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Jan 31, 2005
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Most Beautiful/Wonderful Things |
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Created by beachqt5 and taken 8 times on bzoink! |
| 10 MOST BEAUTIFUL PLACES IN THE WORLD |
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Wadi Mujib, Jordan |
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Wadi Rum, Jordan |
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Assisi, Italy |
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Verona, Italy |
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Venice, Italy |
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Florence, Italy |
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Lago di Como, Italy |
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Hanauma Bay, O'ahu, Hawai'i |
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Banzai Pipeline, O'ahu, Hawai'i |
| 1 |
The Nu'uanu Pali Lookout, O'ahu, Hawai'i |
| 9 MOST BEAUTIFUL SONGS |
| 9 |
You're Still You |
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The Prayer |
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Aloha 'Oe |
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Nessun Dorma |
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To Where You Are |
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Broken |
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My Immortal |
| 2 |
All I Ask of You |
| 1 |
Cinema Paradiso (Se) |
| 8 MOST WONDERFUL MOVIES |
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The Phantom of the Opera |
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Il Postino |
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Life as a House |
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La Vita e Bella |
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The Godfather Trilogy |
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Schindler's List |
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Beyond Paradise |
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Cinema Paradiso |
| 7 MOST WONDERFUL MEMORIES |
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My first love wasn't really into the whole prom scene, so when prom was coming up, he told me that the only way he'd go to the prom would be if he went snorkeling or scuba diving in my parents' bath tub and gets bitten by a duck. Needless to say, I was upset and cried for days. Two weeks before prom, my dad told me to grab his meds from the bathroom he and mommy shared. When I walked into the bathroom, I could not believe my eyes! My first love was sitting in the tub, filled with bubbles, wearing scuba gear. He then fished something out from the bubbles, held up a yellow rubber duckie...and wentm "Ow! This is a mean duck!" That was the best, most romantic thing ever! Nothing'll ever top that! |
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About three-quarters through our hike up the Vesuviu summit, my right leg started to cramp badly. Without even saying a word, Henke lifted me up and carried me all the way to the top. That was one of the sweetest things a guy has ever done for me. |
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The whole "Donde esta el Mercado Internacional?" prank Crizelda and I pulled while we were in Waikiki. |
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For Halloween 2002, Braeden was dressed as Aragorn and I was dressed as Arwen. I took him to the one place I've never shared with anyone; the Nu'uanu Pali Lookout. The view at night is reminiscent of Van Gogh's "The Starry Night," and my dad first took me there years ago. Unfortunately, it's illegal to go there at night, as the cliffs can be dangerous. Showing him my starry night meant a lot, and honestly, I don't think I'll ever share that place with anyone else but him. |
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Riding Sieahn (my friend's Thoroughbred) on the beach as the sun was about to set. Of course, the moment got ruined when, as I tried to urge him to go faster, my then thigh-length, wavy hair got tangled around poor Sieahn's face!Justin has that on videotape and constantly threatens to send it to America's Funniest Home Videos! |
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In between rounds at the Kamehameha Thanksgiving Invitational, Crizelda got this devilish look on her face...and started a food fight! We ended up showing up to our rounds with cake frosting all over our hair, faces, suits... |
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My debutante ball; that was the last major event of my life my daddy was able to attend before he passed away. I had 18 roses (I had to dance with 18 of the closest men in my life), 18 candles (18 of the closest women in my life lit a candle, which signified the dawn of their wishes for me), 18 Treasures (18 of the people who have helped me become the person I was at 18) and a cotillion (18 couples, including myself and my escort) danced to the Waltz. I felt like Cinderalla, except without the midnight curfew! |
| 6 MOST BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE |
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Hector from "The Iliad," my ideal man. I've never been one to go for Paris; Hector's a strong, protective, committed family man whereas Paris is a whiny, spineless idiot. |
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Viggo Mortensen, my crush. He's the ultimate Renaissance Man. |
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Henke, my ex-boyfriend. Not only does he have the sexiest, full lips, this guy is also into humanitarian causes. |
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Braeden, my best guy friend. His eyes are the greatest colour; bluish-green, like Listerine! Plus, he's got these incredible lashes...Oh, and he's got a heart of gold and is immensely smart and driven to succeed. You'll read about him in Time or Newsweek someday. |
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Angelia Jolie, my role model. She is who she is and makes no apologies for it. She also volunteers for the UNHCR, which is ultimately where I want to work. Angelina's stunning outer beauty only pales in comparison to the person she is inside. |
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Leila, my mom. She's absolutely EVERYTHING to me. |
| 5 MOST BEAUTIFUL COLORS |
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Black |
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Royal Blue |
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Pale pink |
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Ivory |
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Deep Red |
| 4 MOST WONDERFUL FOODS |
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Kalua Cabbage (Hawaiian) |
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Lobster in drawn butter |
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Tiramisu |
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Mango Creme Brulee |
| 3 MOST BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS |
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Plumeria |
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White or Cream Roses |
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Sunblaze roses (also called hocus-pocus and abracadabra). They're usually cream or some lighter colour, but their edges are this fiery pink/burgundy colour! They're breathtakingly beautiful and gets to me every single time. |
| 2 MOST WONDERFUL SCENTS |
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Moonlight Path by Bath and Body Works |
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Hawaiian Ocean |
| 1 MOST BEAUTIFUL OF WONDERFUL THINGS |
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Hope, because it's the light that guides you through the darkest of starless nights. |
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Posted at 12:51 pm by cinemaparadiso
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Jan 24, 2005
Faced with the choice between either letting go of my first love or ending up with him, I choose the latter. So I'm going to Providence to see him...to be with him. I've sent an e-mail to my boss saying I'll be taking time off work. I'm having my Georgetown alumni interview re-scheduled. I'm taking some time off from school; I honestly don't care about it much anymore. I'm setting my priorities straight. He comes first; he's what matters. He leaves on Friday, and it'd be the biggest regret of my life if I didn't fight for what I know with every fiber of my being is right. He'd been right all along; every road does lead me back to him.
So to everyone on blogdrive and to my friends...take a risk. Fight for the one you love. It's the things you didn't do that you'll wind up regretting. You'll never know what you have until it's gone, or until you're on the brink of losing it. Trust me on this one. Don't let true love or soul mates pass you by.
I know I won't.
So wish me luck.
Posted at 01:36 am by cinemaparadiso
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Jan 23, 2005
There's just so much that time cannot erase...
He called me on Thursday, saying he's in Providence and wants to drive or fly up to see me. Torn between running away from him or running straight into his arms, I did the one thing I'm good at...I hid behind responsibilities. Friday, I'm studying. Saturday morning, a test. Saturday night and Sunday, hanging out with my best friends. Monday, get ready for school. Tuesday, school and work. Wednesday, interview with the Georgetown alumni. Thursday, school and work. Too bad...he's living on Tuesday.
Then the storm came, and the airport's being shut down, and he calls MY MOM to let us know he'd be around until the end of next week.
If I don't see him, it'd be the end of whatever we have left. It'd be severing the ties and truly saying goodbye to my first kiss, my first date, my first boyfriend, my first love...
If I see him again, I'd be back to where I started...and I've tried so hard to move on.
I don't know what to do.
Posted at 02:35 pm by cinemaparadiso
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Jan 18, 2005
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Which Is Worse? |
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| Being Forgotten/Forgetting Your Past |
Forgetting your past would be worse. I can deal with people forgetting about me, but losing my sense of self would be unbearable. |
| Being New/Being Old |
Being old, because being stuck in mundane routine equals an unlived life. New is exciting. |
| Hating Yourself/Hating All Others Around You |
Hating yourself, because for others to like/love you, it should start within. |
| Being Watched By The World/Being Ignored By All |
Being ignored would be a teeny tiny bit worse. It'd make you question your worth. |
| Knowing Nothing, But Being Happy/Knowing All, But Being Depressed From It |
Blissful ignorance may suit others, but it's not for me. I've always preferred knowing the truth and dealing with the ramifications of it. The truth sets you free. |
| Being Dead/Not Being Able to Die |
Not being able to die and seeing those around you die would be unbearable. I'd rather die knowing I've lived my life well. |
| Taking a risk and getting your heart broken, or not taking a risk and protecting your heart |
Protecting your heart under the guise of not taking a risk . I take risks because it's the things you didn't do that you'll inevitably regret when you're at the twilight of your life. Besides, broken hearts heal, and then you move on...to better and bigger things ;) |
| Being With Your Parents/Being Away From Them |
Being away from my mom would be the worst. I love her more than life itself. |
| Having A Friend Who Is Homosexual/Having A Friend Who Is Into Bondage |
Neither. I love and accept my friends for who and what they are. Their idiosyncracies---though perceived as flaws by others---make them endearing. |
| Balding/Stuttering |
Balding. I've always had this thing about hair. |
| Paris Hilton/Avril Lavigne |
They both have their, ahem, points...but I'd have to say Paris is worse because I respect Avril as a songwriter. |
| Being Super-Glued To The Ceiling/Being Stapled The Floor |
Being stapled. Ow! |
| Pink/Plaid |
Plaid, just because I love pink. |
| Being Hurt Emotionally/Being Hurt Physically |
Being hurt physically, because the scars from being abused aren't just physical but emotional, too. |
| Dying With Honor/Living As A Coward |
Living as a coward. As we Hawaiians say: "Go fo' brok'! Eddie would go..." |
Posted at 07:26 pm by cinemaparadiso
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SHE WILL BE LOVED
Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more
I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved
I know where you hide Alone in your car Know all of the things that make you who you are I know that goodbye means nothing at all Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
 Here's a pic of me from Summer 2003, taken during my last night in London. As you can clearly see, I am highly organized when it comes to packing!
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